I want things to move faster than they ever have, I want time to turn hours into seconds.
And I want things to stay exactly where they are, and never change at all.
I can't help but to think that this weather has been once cause, as it so suddenly changes from the bitter cold into the warm breeze.
I'm not sure of anything right now, but in a good way.
For about the last 6 months now, my mom has told me that I need to learn how to relax. How to relax and just do nothing. Just enjoy a day for what it is. I don't understand why that's just so hard for me to do, why I always feel like I need to be doing something.
After the last two days, which we're all non-stop, I feel like today might be the closest that I've come in a long time to just, relaxing. I don't really know.
I think I'm just gonna let life go as it does for now. I'll land where I land.
That being said, all I can do it hope for a real storm sometime soon.
