Drifting

It's only when you're surrounded by people that you realize how alone you actually feel.

This year has been one long, slow, and painful train wreck.

I wish everything was simple again.

I hate being an adult.

I burden my life with so much unneeded stress.

I have 8 months to make a long-term life plan.
I'm not ready for that.

I will make the Deans List this year.

I will become a better person.

I will be there for the people who matter to me.

I will stop being selfish.

I will make a lot of promises to myself.
I will later fail to keep them.

I've said help in every way I know how without actually saying it.

I don't have a plan for this.
I don't have a plan for anything anymore.

I'm just here, drifting.