Aging Fast

Sometimes I look back and read old posts, and my grammar sucks. I'd go back and fix it all, but I don't really care that much.

Despite how bad some things really are, I think I'm feeling better tonight. I skipped all but one of my classes today, and I think that really helped me get my shit in line.

There wasn't a single comment about if-y topics, though I'm fairly certain that some of them are still not letting it go, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT STUPID REPUBLICANS DO. NOTE: NOT ALL REPUBLICANS ARE STUPID, JUST THESE ONES.

"Michael BlockBryce Smith

Hey Bryce, I sent you an email. I would very much like for you to check it out. Thanks.
-Michael-

6 minutes ago · · Comment"

My gut tells me that the email has something to do with how to support his pro-life views, but they're both good guys at the end of the day.

I'll actually comment directly on the title for once. In my recent extended time of stress and anxiety, it's amazing to have just a few things cleared up and to feel so much better, and I feel like I've matured a lot in these last few days, not to mention that despite how I wasn't in the mood for the State of the Union tonight, I'm still watching it and giving it 80% of my attention. I'm glad that clean energy is getting such a ramp up, now we just need those political members who have oil-laced pockets to get in line and use their heads. I'll stop myself, because I'm not talking about political corruption right now.



I said that I needed to sort out the last thing that went wrong yesterday, and I think I've got it mostly sorted out. This is one of the few times that I will talk directly about my social and personal life.

*And this is one of the few times that I go back looking for a post like 9 months later and remove it because it's none of your business.*

Even though I had assumed it was coming, it still hit me like a brick to the face, and I didn't know what to do. I've not told anyone in Anderson yet, and I don't think that it's something that they need to know about now, or ever. I ended up spending most of the day in a sulky mood, and found myself deciding that a nap was the think I needed, which I then just took on the floor instead of my bed.
I never really fell asleep, but it gave me a really nice time to just think and do nothing else. The best thing that I could do is just spill out the truth.

That's what has gone down in the last 20 or so hours, and it had me really screwed up. But getting that off my chest helped so much more than I would have ever thought.

I've done enough talking for tonight, because there's a much more important person talking right now at The State of the Union.