The Wild Cards

So just after publishing my last blog, I got a message from someone, one of the two, and hung out with them for a good chunk of the afternoon. That actually only confuses things further, but I would do it again all the same. Im still totally unsure of what's going on in life as a whole. I feel like a little kid again, totally overwhelmed by life. But I kind of enjoy it. Just sometimes thinking about it takes my breath away and gives me a totally new feeling, and I love it, but at the same time don't know anything at all.